Sunday, June 5, 2011

June 2011

June 3, 2011 ~ Working out...
Here it is the beginning of June and I wanted to update my blog!  I am down 143 pounds and still working toward my goal of losing 181 pounds with Medifast!  Only 38 more pounds to go!  SO EXCITING!  The weight loss for me has slowed down but I decided to join a gym (Genesis Health Club) and work with a trainer.  I thought at first that I would see a huge loss after working out for 1 week, but my weight stayed the same and I was a bit discouraged.  My trainer Michelle told me to just hang in there as my body is going to have to do a little adjusting to everything I am doing and then I should see a loss.  Sure enough, the pounds are starting to come off of me a little bit better now that I have been working out about 6 weeks.  So if you start a new exercise program, don't get discouraged if the weight doesn't just fall off of you at first.  Hang in there...it will come!  Currently I am working out 5-6 days a week.  I have started doing an aerobic fit class on Monday and Friday mornings that combine cardio with strength training and stretching and then I do a Zumba class on Wednesday mornings.  On Tuesday and Thursday mornings I work out with weights with my trainer and then on Saturday mornings I do weights on my own.  I never (and I mean NEVER) thought I would ever set foot in a gym, let alone enjoy working out, but I do.  It is such a fun time for me! 

I have to say once again...don't ever give up.  I have been overweight my entire adult life and believe me...even at 183 pounds I feel so much better than I have ever felt.  I can't imagine weighing 326 pounds again.  I was always in pain, always hurting.  That was terrible.  Then I found Medifast and still can't believe how fantastic this program is!  To me, it is worth whatever money I have to spend on it to get healthy!  I just wish I would have found it 30 years ago! When people ask me what the secret is to staying on Medifast as long as I have (23 months) I tell them that for me sticking with the 5 and 1 is the key.  I know there are people out there that can plan to eat off plan for a day and then get right back on, but I don't want to chance it.  I am afraid that I would just fall face first into something I shouldn't and never come back up.  Food has that big of a hold on me.  Do I worry that I won't be able to transition off of Medifast food when I get to goal?  Sometimes.  But you know what?  I am just going to approach it with the same faith that has got me this far and I know I will be okay.  This program works! Here's to the next 38 pounds!

June 12, 2011 ~ Sunday morning thoughts...
Good morning world, it is raining here in my part of Kansas and my tomato plants are smiling!  I planted 5 tomato plants this year, as Ken and I love fresh tomatoes, and truth be told, I enjoy watching them grow!  Not to the extent that I am going to plant a big garden...I'll leave that to my two older sisters, Peggy and Sherry, but just something for me to enjoy!  The rain always gives me time for a little reflection, and as I think back over the past 23 months that I have been on my weight loss journey, there is a lot to reflect on.  Ken and I went to a car show yesterday and even though it was a hot day, I was amazed at how much easier it was to walk around looking at the cars since I have lost weight!  At 326 pounds I would have been doing 3 things: sweating, hurting, and thinking of a way to hurry Ken along so we could go home!  Yesterday I held my husbands hand and actually enjoyed all the beautiful cars that were there for us to see!  AND...as an added bonus, we were on the motorcycle, which is another thing that I wouldn't have been doing if I was that 326 pound woman.  No way could I have ever gotten on the back of a motorcycle. Physically, I just wouldn't have been able to.   So a lot of progress has been made in my life, and I am so excited by it!  Before we went to the car show, Ken and I went to Genesis and worked out together!  That was a first!  LOVED that we were lifting weights and helping each other!  Ken has been working out with my trainer Michelle, but she wanted him to start doing 3 days a week and so we will be working out on Saturdays together! Never thought I would see the day!  Ken has had a shoulder injury, so that is why he has only been working out 2 times a week, but now he is starting to build on that!!  YAY! We have decided that we want to build our strength so as we age, we will be more physically fit!

I didn't have a loss this past week when I stepped on the scales. My body has a way of losing every other week, which tells me that these fat cells are fighting to stay with me, but slowly I will win the battle.  I really thought that I would be at goal weight on our 20th anniversary on June 21st, but have decided that as long as I am continueing on my journey, it doesn't really matter when I reach goal, as long as I am working toward it. I am so thankful that I found a program that works for me! 

Speaking of our anniversary, we are trying to decide what we should do to celebrate.  If you have any ideas, please leave them in the comments section!  If we were rich....this would be easy!  But on a limited budget, something local will probably have to do!  As long as we get to spend the day together, we will be okay.  I really lucked out when I found Ken.  He is a great guy and I am so lucky that we have each other!!  Here's to a great week!  Get out and enjoy it! 
 
June 15, 2011 ~ Another week down...
This week actually saw me with a 1 pound gain!  Back when I would weigh almost every day, I would see my weight fluctuate from day to day...sometimes up a little, sometimes down a little.  I guess it is only natural that at some point my weight would be up a little on Wednesday when I weigh in!  So I am not going to let it bother me!  I know it is just a number...and not a reflection of me.  One thing that I am trying not to do is to let the scale play ''head games'' with me.  My first thought was to weigh tomorrow and see what the scale says...but then I might end up getting on the scale the day after tomorrow to see what it says...and then I would be back to jumping on the scale every time I walked past it.  I just don't want to get back in the habit of weighing every day.  I have friends that do that, and they seem to be able to handle the daily ups and downs of the scale...but not me.  So I am just going to write the number down and move on! 

I decided to try on my wedding dress to see if it was close to fitting me.  With our 20th anniversary coming up, I was hoping that I could squeeze into it now that I have been losing weight.  I remember it feeling a little ''snug'' when I got married and didn't have much hope of it fitting, but it slid on without any problem!  AND...when I showed it to Ken, he said "That's too big on you!''  How fun is that?  What a great guy I have!!

January 2011-April 2011

Busy once again with school and didn't take the time to blog!  My weight has slowed down quite a bit, with me only losing 10 pounds during this time!  I am now losing weight that has been on my body for a long time, and it is not going without a fight!  My walking during the winter months had stopped due to the weather with me only getting out every now and then when the weather was nice.  I started doing walking videos inside the house instead, which was nice, but not really burning the calories like I should be.  And I just didn't seem to be able to push myself to do more. 

It dawned on me that I am no longer that 326 pound woman that couldn't exercise.  I needed to start doing things ''outside the box'' so to speak and for me, that meant joining a gym!  So I went down the next day and talked to the wonderful people at Genesis Health Club!  AND...I joined!  I even signed up for a trainer, whose name is Michelle.  Hopefully working out will help push me and this stubborn fat!!  I can do this! 

I also talked to my counselor at school and decided to change my major.  I originally wanted to be a Social Worker, but my counselor thought that a degree in Sociology would give me more opportunity to find a job, as there has been a hiring freeze in the State on Social Workers, which (due to the retirement benefits) I wanted to work for.  Since I didn't want to have a degree in an area where I couldn't find a  job,  I decided that I would finish a degree in Sociology. Luckily, I was able to use the classes I have already taken and apply them toward this degree. 

So lots of changes going on ... what an exciting time for me!!

December 2010

December 30, 2010 ~ Another year winding down...
WOW!  It's been awhile since I've posted on my blog and wanted to give an update on me! As 2010 winds down, I am happy to say that I am down a total of 133 pounds and this former 326 pound girl now weighs 193 pounds!!  That's right, I found myself in ONEderland!!  What a wonderful way to end the year!!  It has been over 20 years since I have weighed under 200 for any length of time, so this is a BIG thing!  So big, that I didn't post it on my blog until now.  I wanted to make sure that the scale wasn't just teasing me!  You know how sometimes you don't want to say anything about something, because you think it might go away?  That was how I felt about announcing that I was under 200 pounds.  I now have 48 more pounds to go!! AND...I know that with Medifast I can get there!

If you are reading this needing some inspiration, trust me on this one thing.  If you work this program and stay true to it, you will lose weight!!  It's that simple.  As a health coach I have had the pleasure of watching others follow my lead and finally lose weight that they have tried to lose for years!!  For me, it is a way of paying it forward and I love sharing in their success and having them share in mine!!  I have gone from wearing a 4X top (28W) to a 16!!  AND...my 16 jeans are getting pretty loose, so I will need to replace them soon!!  It is so exciting to be losing this weight!!

October - November 2010

Well as you can see there isn't much to read here!  LOL!!  School kept me busy this semester and I didn't take the time to blog!  I'm still working my Medifast program, and still loving the food.  I am asked a lot how I can stay on this program for so long?  The truth is, it isn't hard.  Seeing the weight come off has been such an inspiring thing for me!  This program works!  It's that simple. 

Halloween and Thanksgiving came and went.  I decided to control the holidays and all the candy and food that went with them, instead of allowing them to control me.  For me it works!  I look forward to going into December and taking on my birthday on the 21st, followed by Christmas!  I can do this!

September 2010

September 22, 2010 ~ 115 pounds gone...
This past week I made a decision to start walking on a daily basis.  I was tired of only losing a pound here and there and decided that unless I wanted to take 6 years to finish up my weight loss that I needed to get out and MOVE!  Can you believe it? After walking a total of 9 miles this past week, my weight stayed the same! UGH! I was really thinking that I would be down 3 or 4 pounds this week! I know it is just my body reacting to the exercise, but still.....SIGH......

Okay, I'm over being upset. I know that I just have to keep doing what I am doing and it will pay off! Afterall, except for a handfull of times this past year I haven't exercised at all and managed to lose 115 pounds! So of course my body is going to go into shock and wonder what I am doing and try to hang on to every morsel I eat! AND...I always tell my clients that muscle weighs more than fat...so just maybe I need to take a little of my own advice!

The old Cindy would have ate something to console herself and then decided to not walk for a few days to give her body a rest and see if that would help. The new Cindy put her shoes on, was accountable to all her friends that she didn't drop any weight like she thought she would and went for a walk!!       (WHO IS THIS GIRL?)

I plan on getting to goal and I am not going to stop until I get there. I am 52 years old and feel stronger than I have ever felt in my life!! I can do this!

August 2010

Sorry, there aren't any posts for August!  Not sure what happened...just didn't get in here to post!!  But hopefully September will find me blogging more!  I'm still on track and still losing weight, although it seems to have slowed down some.  I'm still determined though!!  Here's to pushing ahead to goal!

July 2010

July 31, 2010 ~ Busy summer...
Sorry it has been a few weeks since I have updated my blog!  My summer session just ended and the last couple of weeks have been pretty hectic with papers to write and tests to take!  I am now officially done and so happy to have a few weeks before the fall semester begins.  For anyone that doesn't know, I was laid off from work after 22 years at the same place....a year ago this past March.  I decided to not only lose weight, but go back to school and finish up a degree in Social Work!  I'm re-inventing myself!  LOL!! 
I have been on my journey since July 16th of last year and am happy to announce that I am down 108 pounds in the 54 weeks since I started!  What a journey this has been!  I love eating this way AND I love feeling this way!!  I have been an inspiration to friends and family members and actually am responsible for six friends AND five family members that have now joined me eating healthy with Medifast food!  It is so much fun watching them have the same success that I have had!
 
So many things are different this summer when I look back to how things were last summer.  I'm not at goal weight, I still have around 70 pounds to go, but I am able to do more, stay out in the sun more, and basically LIVE more! What a blessing that is!  This morning I helped my husband mow the lawn at my brothers house.  A year ago, I wouldn't have even attempted helping with the mowing. Now I feel like I am more of a partner in our marriage and can help with more things!  I like looking in the mirror and seeing the person that is looking back at me.

If you are just starting your journey and are scared or wonder if you are thowing your money away, or if you can even survive on these little white packets, believe me when I say you can!  I still remember looking at my first shipment and wondering what I got myself in to!  LOL!!  But I just decided to jump in and do this, and I've never regretted it.  I know, for the first time in my life, that I will get to goal weight!  This coming from someone who spent the majority of her adult life at around or above 300 pounds!  So if I can do this....you can do this.  Believe it and believe in yourself.  YOU ARE WORTH THIS!! 
I'll try to get in here a little more often now that school is finished for the summer!!